I'm reading this book called 'the lovely bones'. You may have heard of it, they turned it into a movie now (who they are I don't know) But this book is torturing me! I don't know why I need to read it, I guess its this dark fascination I have for suffering, what is suffering, why do we suffer...but I guess the real question I'm asking is can people get over the suffering, and move on? That's what I'm really asking, cause If they can get over their cuts and bruises so could I! I don't know....Well anyways the book is about this girl named Susie who was raped then murdered by a next door neighbor. She goes to heaven...and it talks about her family and stuff. I guess what really gets me, is that in her heaven (Each person has a different heaven in the book)shes not happy. Isn't heaven suppose to be perfect? Well, not in this book. And her parents are all upset, and her little brother keeps asking "wheres Susie?" Honestly, every time I read it I get a head ache. Then I have to do something to get my mind off the book...I guess that's why I'm writing right now. But I need to know if the killer gets caught! I have a filling he doesn't... How can someone, a human, do that to another human! -Sarah