DAY ONE: The first break in.

Ok, still not writing about the cruise yet. I'm gonna write about my dream I had last night.

I dreamed that I was in my house, thinking about BCS. In my dream the school had been a boarding school, and I would stay there tell I came home on the weekends, then I would go back to school on the weekdays. The school was Joshy's house, but he didn't live there. I remember sitting by my bed with Lauren and Alayna, (or It might have been Katie) and learning how to make my bed...I don't know why I didn't know how to make my bed before, but I didn't lol. I clearly remember this. Then, I get this crazy idea into my head that I'm gonna sneak over there, and look at it one more time. I get into the house, and I go into my old room. I miss it so much, I wounder where my friends are at and if I'll be able to see them. After I look around for a little while, I leave to go down stares and find away to sneak out without any of the teachers seeing me. But I'm stoped by a girl who goes to the school. (It's weird, cause she was actually this girl I new, but she didn't go to bcs, she went to tri-west. Her name was Taylor. She was black had black puffy hair. I don't know why I dreamed of her, we weren't friends or anything.) "Sarah, what are you doing here?" I tell her "I'm just looking around, (I go on for a while, I don't know why.) This school was like my home, and I miss it a lot. I just needed to see it again." She shrugs or something, and starts walking up stairs. I go down stairs, but there's a teacher washing dishes, so I dunce back up , and Taylor (But in my dream I don't think her name was Taylor, She certainly didn't act like her.) whispers that she'll help me get out. Then I'm walking across the street to my house, and I ask my mom if I ever lived at bcs, she replied saying no, and my bro says "I told you so." I know I didn't live there, but at the same time I did know I lived there. It was really weird! So I decide that I'll go back there every day, just to check it out. And then I write in this blog "DAY ONE, the first break in." That's when I don't remember anymore. But the filling I had thinking about the boarding school, was peace, or maybe a better word was joy...or maybe peace...or maybe comfort. I felt very protected there. But, if I really did have to go back to bcs in real life... I don't think I would want to. I don't know... I just want a home.
-Sarah