Boys

Ok, this is all new to me...Boys. Im 16 and I guess people now a days like boys at a younger age, not me. I have not liked a boy, I mean really like a boy, before. Any one else like that? I guess im a slow bloomer or something. I want to hold hands with him and give him a hug...that is not me. It's weird, I've changed a LOT from just a year ago. I never cared how I looked before, but now when ever I'm around him, I can oddly notice all the pimples I have. I wish my skin would just magically clear up. I really wished he liked me, but I don't think he does. I never really thought it would be fun to go on a date...ya things have defiantly changed. I really want a boy friend now, some one I could just hang out with, and talk to.

Hmmm...my idea of a perfect date. Probably going to an amusement park, and ride on all rides. That would ROCK! Maybe eating elephant ears, and playing games, and winning prizes. We would stay all day, because we were having so much fun. We would eat corn dogs, or what ever there was to eat. Maybe ride on a Ferris wheel and eat our food. Stay really late, and on our way home, talk about stuff. See my date doesn't have to be romantic...I've never really understood romance. I mean whats so grate about it? Romance wont last forever...before you know it, it'll be gone. But having a fun time together, that would be awesome. I would also like going to a circus, or a state fair.

Next best date...Going to the movies, to either see Harry Potter, a Zombie movie, or a good action movie. I think it would kind of be awkward to go see a love movie...and plus I don't get into those movies. I actually went on a thing that was sorta like a date with a boy named James. Guess what movie we watched? Resident evil! My dad went and his uncle and aunt went to. He was sitting at the end and I was sitting at the other end...lol. I miss him though, we didn't break up cause we were never really together, He just moved away. After the movie we would go get some pizza at a local pizza shop in my town, and talk about the movie and what not.

Next best date...Going swing dancing. It is so fun there. Then going to the pizza shop right next to the dance place, and then go to the diner for some ice cream or milk shakes, and then dance some more!

Next best date...would be playing video games, like guitar hero, and fun games like that. Some of his guy friends could come over and play to. Man, any guy would be lucky to have me lol.

Next best date...going out to eat some place cool, like chucky cheese (serious!) ,or maybe a fancy one like....um...Lets see....I don't know. Just going to an old fashion Ice cream shop. There really good.

Thinking about all these dates, kinda scares me. I mean what would we talk about, besides Harry Potter, guitar, and music? Thats why I guess most of these things don't involve sitting down at a nice restaurant, because there would be an awkward silence. But I can really see us going to an amusement park. I think that would be the coolest thing ever! Or going to a circus and riding some of the animals like the elephants. That could be fun to.

Hmmm. What is my type. I think I have lots of different Types. I like nerds. I liked this boy named Parker in 8th and 9th grade. And he was a big nerd. He had black hair, pointy ears like an elf, and had glasses. Then theres the muscular type. When there kinda Strong, but kinda not. I mean don't get me wrong, I don't like the big stupid dumb heads who think there the greatest thing to come to this earth, I like the ones who are humble. And then theres the...the attractive boys. There was also another boy i liked in 9th grade. His name was Eric. I didn't really know him, but one day he talked to me, and after that I was hooked lol. He was the most handsomest boy in the whole school! He had blond ( almost yellowish) hair, that was shiny and silky. His face was amazing, and he was funny. One time I heard him behind me, and I turn around to say hi. Since I wasn't watching where I was going I ran into about a halve a dozen people, and caused this big hold up in the hall way! lol. Well any ways, the boy I really like now, is all of those mixed together.

Maybe some day i'll get to go on a date, but right now my goal is to get myself looking better so that a boy would actually think I was pretty. Talk to you later -Sarah