The meaning of life.

I fill so loved right now!!! Katie my friend that I met at Beths youth group wrote me a letter saying- "I had SO much fun tonight! Thanks to you and Beth for inviting me!!! :) That makes me fill special and loved haha. On the way home Taylor, Beth, and I talked and all agreed that we should get together some time! Maybe a sleep over? I think we could have one AWSOME party haha. Well thats all for now.
Thanks again for the invite!
Talk to you soon!
Katie

This made me fill so good! I haven't felt this good since last summer and its almost March now! Do you know what the meaning of life is? I don't, but i have a theory. I think the meaning of life is to love people like God loved us and to be loved. I think we should show people God's love. Thats the only way I fill happy and full. If you don't have friends, you fill HORRIBLE! Trust I know from experience. And the only thing you can do is to keep trying tell it gets better. I know what it's like to think it'll NEVER EVER get better, but don't give up. Just take one day at a time, and eventually God will show his love to you, and people will show their love to you. And DON'T think your the only one to fill this way, your not. What ever it is some one else has been threw it to. I mean people are hurting all around you, you just have to look and care. I read a good friend of mine's short story about a hard time she was going threw in her life. It was very sad, and I could see how it effected her even to this day. Every ones hurting, so don't feel alone.

Some times you just have to find the niche you fit in. And sometimes you have to change your self to fit in. It is REALLY hard for a person to just up and change with people they've known there whole life, so what I did was very weird for me. I started going to my friends youth group along with mine. I could change my self to be anyone I wanted to be, so I changed into a more open person. The key is to be honest with others and yourself. Tell your friends how much they mean to you. I started answering questions during small group and telling them some stuff that i've been threw. And i've realized that after I started being more open with them, I was more open with my old friends.

But ya I just wanted to remember this day, and talk about something happy for once =) -sarah