The clicks and a friend.

This isn't really what I want to talk about , but I want to write it down so I don't forget it. two Wednesdays a go at youthgroup their was a new girl their. No one was talking to her (Like the clicks they are) so I thought I would. I came up to her after the game, and started talking to her. She had her brown hair in a pony tail and was wearing striped socks (I really like cool socks). She was really nice and I liked her right away. She told me she was 17, was homeschooled, and liked Harry Potter. After that I thought she was the coolest person ever. After youthgroup I stayed to talk to her...My mom was trying to get me to leave...at the time I didn't know why, but then on Sunday everything became known....Ya, I'm being a little dramatic here. But the youth leaders put in a video during Sunday school, and it was of the girl. The youth leaders had asked her to come in and spy on us to see if there was any clicks in the youthgroup...and there was. I was the only one who talked to her. Oh, and another thing, Shes really 21 and goes to college with one of the youth leaders, Jen! My mom wanted me to leave so that they could make the video that we watched on Sunday. Do I think this is going to help the clicks at church?...No, not really. I think some of the people just don't care. They want to go about with their life, and don't stop to see how much they hurt some one else. Or they just make excuses like, "oh, I didn't fill that good that day." or "I tried to talk to her, but I got too scared." or "Shes older than me." or "Shes a girl" maybe "She didn't talk to me first." All those stupid excuses are just a way to make your self feel better, and justify you being in the click.

But anyway, remember the girl I told you about that cut her self once. I wont tell you her real name but lets call her Bella (cause she loves twilight...DUMBLEDORS ARMY!!!! um...sorry just had to let everyone know I'm a harry potter fan.) Bella has black hair that goes down to her shoulders, except that night it was up in a pony tail. She is part black (her dads from the Philippians (sorry I know I spelled that wrong.) I think.) Part white. and She has braises. She is a very outgoing person, but not the sharpest knife in the drawer (but thats just cause shes young...she around 14.) She walks up to me and gives me a hug (shes always giving people hugs.) and says shes been praying for me. Not in a sad serious tone, a happy exited way. I tell her I've been praying for her to, and we knuckle bump. Except I was wearing a ring so it kinda hurt her lol. It made me fill good to know someones been praying for me. I don't think anyone out side of my family has ever prayed for me...they never tell me if they have anyway. But honestly I'm so quite and shy that I probibly hardly ever enter anyones thoughts like that. So it made me fill good. And I really have been praying for her.

Sarah.